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08:35am 08/07/2006
  i feel as though i am the only person in the entire world who still updates their livejournal.. everyone know has myspace so why botherr with lj. lol.. so in retrospect i amj updating to.. myself. with that sikad good bye  
2 [[banged my mom]] [samantha heart]
something quick because its been awhile....   
09:28am 24/06/2006
mood: accomplished
ok. so what the hell has happened since,.... whewneber i last updated. i've grfaduated... hell yeah....!! and uhmm.. i had a graduation party.... got cash.. yes!! hung out in copley pretty much every fucking day... cuz i a THAt cool.... except noo.... went to oreientation for college... met some pretty sweet fucking people... got hit on.. oh yeah.. pimp style..took a language placement exam.. realized that i suck because i took three years of french.. wqith two honor classes.. and i still get french 101! ha... took a chem placement test.. got chem 112... intro to chem... then got bumped up to chem 113.. which i will fail.. becuase i needed to make tiome fr\or crew.. blarg..... got my schedule in waiting.. so to say.. reLIZED that my fridays this first semester will suxk soo much balls.. in soo mnay ways that its not funny. i pretty much have clas at 8 in the morning.. then i have a an hour break.. then i have class again at 10 am.... then another class at 11 then i have a chem lab from 12:20 TO 4:20.... BLARG.. ON THEN.. ON TOP OF THEAT I HAVE CREW FROM 5 TO LIKE 6- 6:30!! BLARG IT SUCKS BUT FGACES... but oh well.. its not sooo.. bad i suppose... i am currently at my cloaches house .. house sitting for her b cuz she is at a wedding.. it is a very nioce... jhouse.. very cozy and in viting. but yes.. gher dog is very cute.. abd i am wet becaue i just walked her and it is raining.. ih well
..... well i am going to go work out now... so long...
1 [[banged my mom]] [samantha heart]
an updation   
10:33am 05/06/2006
mood: amused
so yeah, its 10:33 am, and I am currently up and about to top it off. I am at the librar using their computer because I am simplt not cool and I honestly had nothing better to do. so yeah. whatever. Went to prom on saturday. it was fun. I was super tired though, but nonetheless, it was fun. slpet over the magees husehold. it was fun, i havent done that in a LOOOONG time. Francis was hilarious. i love hime. whatever yeah. so i just thought i would updte this since i had nothing better to do. Graduation on sunday and then I am officially done. Hell yeah. Tuesday last day of Grow. HELL yeah.
i am tired of responsibilities lol. talka botu saenioritis.
i'm still tired from this weekend. but i cant sleep any more. oh well..
[samantha heart]
isnt that funny.....   
09:08pm 29/05/2006
mood: chipper
hmm so.. yeah... i honestly have nothing to complain about. I am in a state of i dont care right now.. i am just too content to care about the fact that I have to go to school tomorrow at 630 and serve a detention, or the fact tyat i am in school till thursday, i just dont friggin care. im in too good a mood. in ur face G-rags....
1 [[banged my mom]] [samantha heart]
05:12pm 15/05/2006
mood: amused
9 more fucking days.
hell yeah. senior skip day thursday and friday!
what th ehell is going on for senior skip day ne wys...??
[samantha heart]
juyst a thought...   
12:47pm 26/04/2006
Thats right, i said it! C-U-N-T, cunt!
i don't care if saying thsi m,akes me a less feminine person. honestly, when have ai been a feminine person. i don;'t care that it is socially unacceptable fior a lady to say it out loud or to another person. Quite frankly everyone needs to get the foot out there asses and stop caring so much about how they are being offended by words. It is a word. Not an action. Who cares? it would be one thing if i said hey cunt, Imma fuck you up. but no it is just the plain word cunt.
with that said good bye
1 [[banged my mom]] [samantha heart]
so lets' talk....   
02:30pm 22/03/2006
mood: s.o.s
hmm, it's been awhile yet again, so why not update?
well, actually nothing itneresting in my life ever happens oh except for the fact that yesterday i bought some pretty amazing cds. 4 of the cds i bought were 10 cents and under, and the other cd i bought was only 7.99, so pretty much paid like 8 bucks for 5 cds. fucking amaziong.. but other than that,this journal entry is fucking pointless.. so instead i shall use it to complain instead.

yeah, went to crew on monday, and had to stop have way through my second piece, sdue to the throvving pain in my fucking ribs. god damn it. Some times, ok, ALOT of the times, i think that i am not emotinally and mentally ready to handle recovrering from an injury. physically, yeah i could probably handle it, but not emotionally and meantally. it really makes me upset to, ya know? cuz i really enjoy rowing, and i want to row again, and not feel disabled, and every one else wants me to row, cus they know it makes me happy, and the coaches want me top row becuase they need me in the bow of the varsity 8 apparently. ugh whatever. im so fucking stressed. damn this fucking senior term paper.

i want to fucking.. well i dont know actually but i want to like scream so fucking loud, and tell everyone to back off my fucking case. my parenmts yell at me every fucking weekend to go to my fathers, because they think that i won't go, even though i clearly tell them that i will. So what if i go on a saturday, and not friday? god forbid i went on saturday, cuz trhat would mean you wouldnt get to screw around on friday, which you do anyways.

my coaches are all on my case about everything. The term paper, and me getting better, and seeing if i can row. ok i understamnd u want me to do well in school, but leave me the fuck alone, iv'e done pretty good so far on my own so fuck off. what, oh you want me to work out? oh but i can only do this, yeah well.. fuck u, cuz well why not, i hjave nothing better to think about since the work out i am doing is mindnumbing. and i know i shouldnt b complaining becase they really do want to see me get better, but it just stresses me out and ,makes me soo sad all at the same time.

and u know what just fuck....... i am such at a loss for fuxcking words i can not even describe everything that i want to say because not only would it be such a waste of time for typing it down, but it would also make no sense whatsoever. uhgh. mother fucker.

you know what fuck my self too, cuz well, i might as well. i've changed . again. and im not sure to consider it good or bad. and im not talkng a teeny itty bitty change.. i mean its a pretty dramatic change.. i dont know whaen it happened but all of a sudden it did. suddenly everyone thinks i'm a racist... which i don';t blame them, i mean when u fucking say things like "white is right" and fuck those damn porch monkeys", it's kind of hard for some one not to jump to that conclusion. but i';m not a racist, and i should probably stop saying those things. On top opf that everyone thinks i'm an ass hole, my parents, my sisiters, my friends..everyone. it's ridiculous.. and u know what .. when the fuck did that happen? cuz i sure as hell don't know. all i do know is that i really am an ass hole..
fuck, i guess that's what ill leave it at.. how did i get in such a bad mood.....?
[samantha heart]
06:47pm 12/03/2006
mood: hung over
this weekend was very interesting.. friday morning was amazing.. and then the afternoon was amazing.. but then the night.. well it was absolutely ridiculous. i wanted to punch so many people in the face.. but we weon't get into that.
then yesterday was great amounts of fun.. got druink with zan.. it was amazing..
then yeah it was fun for the most part..
and now i have quite the hangover..
im tired of typing now.. bye
1 [[banged my mom]] [samantha heart]